Beloved lover

My family never knew what pain felt like
Till my body became a designated crime scene
In the praise and worship of unconditional love,
For you
Gifted my loved ones with a unplanned burial
As compared to expected wedding
Wreath rather than colourful bouquet
Joy to endless pain
Without no gain
Of conscience on your side.

How I wish
I had let you go
From the first hit my corpse now speaks of.